Let It Flow.....

There are people who come into our lives and create such a stir or awakening, it’s hard to acknowledge they may have only come just to show us what we need and move on. I recently had an experience of meeting someone who seemed to do just this. We had this connection from the beginning, but when we met, the magnetism was enhanced.



He had this vibe about him that was laid back and relaxed. He was attentive. He was a gentleman. He was sexy. He was intelligent. He was spiritual. He was creative. He was fun. He was a complete turn on for my body, spirit and mind. I enjoyed just being in his presence so I could feel his positive energy, not to mention I could feel myself get wet. His touch sent shivers down my spine, his kiss gave me goosebumps and his...*pause for reminiscing sigh*…. let’s just say, satisfaction was 100% guaranteed. To meet someone who could fulfill all these emotions going on within me was impressive. To spend time and connect with someone who was so fulfilling was magical. It was memorable. It was beautiful. And when it was time to say goodbye, it was difficult.





I’m in the process of learning to enjoy moments for what they are; no promises and no expectations. Just fulfillment in the present. It’s hard for me because when you find someone who flows so easily with you, you desire to spend more time with him (or her). You desire to make some longer lasting commitment to stay in their life because of the way they make you feel. You desire to stay connected. But in reality, it’s not always possible.



So while I miss the connection and the feelings and the energy he brought into my life, I’m so grateful for the moments and the time we did share. I’m grateful that he helped me recognize my power. I’m creating this. I’m attracting the energy and vibe and love that I’ve been wanting. I’m being recognized and appreciated. And to know I’m moving in a forward direction is exciting.



Of course I would love to be able to bask in his energy every day. I would love to relinquish myself to a man who even gives me the desire to surrender to him. And maybe down the line, it will happen. Maybe, we will have the opportunity to connect again and allow something to blossom from it. But whatever the case, my desire to have his lips on me again cannot detour me from my path of complete fulfillment in my life. He came into my life to show me I was headed in the right direction, not to stop me. For that I am thankful. So while my love is still and always present, I keep flowing with my life.



Now, if I could just stop thinking about his kiss, I’d be all good. J



Live in the moment. No worries of tomorrow. Live Now. Completely. Lovingly.



Love & Blessings