Unblock and Balance....

It’s amazing how thoughts, concerns and feelings can manifest throughout your body.  Last nite I had another tantric session with Jason Hairston. As I continue to have sessions, I experience something different every single time, which excites and enlightens me all at the same time. 

As he worked on me, I could feel heat throughout my stomach. I also felt as if my throat was chocked up or blocked and I felt the heat there also, along within my pelvic area. It was as if, while his hands were busy trying to move the energies, they were totally stuck in those three areas and I could feel them trying to come out. There was also a point where I felt so free, like I had finally let go, and saw white light.  It was powerful.  Not to mention the strong orgasmic waves that wouldn’t stop… and that I wouldn’t allow myself to totally ride out.

When he was done, we talked as we always do. And he told me he felt and saw every single thing I felt and saw…. BEFORE I even said anything--my blockages in my throat, my womb and in my pelvic area.. He explained to me that with my throat chakra being blocked, it means that I am not speaking my truth. I am not expressing how I really feel about things going on in my life, which is true. I have been really bothered about some things going on with people I care about, with friends, with love interests and I have not expressed any of them.

The blockages in my sacral chakra (which is my womb) means I am dealing with some feelings and sex. This intrigued me because in reality, my throat chakra and my womb chakra being blocked go hand in hand right now. My not being able to express myself is causing me to move away from intimacy and sex, as much as I want it in my life. I am allowing my hurt and disappointment to override what I want instead of just expressing myself and I am still trying to figure out why that is.

My pelvic area showed that my root chakra was blocked as well. This is telling me that I’m fearful and nervous about something. Once again, it goes hand in hand with the sacral and throat chakra blockages going on in within me. I am fearful right now. I’m nervous about some relationships. I’m fearful of losing people I love.

Last but not least, the white light…. That feeling of euphoria and freedom. Jason told me that he saw the white light as well. He felt that energy as strongly as I did. That white light comes from the top of my head, my crown chakra. It shows that I am one with the world and am very aware of my higher self.  That is where that feeling of freedom came from, along with a tear or two that shed from my eye during the session.

It all leaves me In a bit of bewilderment when I experience these feelings and hear the meanings of every single feeling. It makes it all so much clearer to me to know what it is I need to do to get rid of those blockages and to be able to feel those waves of energy move easily throughout my body.

I am looking forward to that moment when I just FLOW…..

Peace & Love