aN oDe To UnReQuited LoVe

I am in love with a man who doesn’t know I exist. Not in the way I want to exist with him at least. I am in love with a man who turns me on by just being in his presence. A man who can make me smile even after he’s totally pissed me off.  I am in love with a man who turns my head every single time he walks past me. A man who makes my heart flutter and my pussy wet just by mere mention of his name. A man who keeps my attention with no desire to look at another man, flirt with another man. Sex another man. I am in love with a man who can draw me into him with ease. A man who calms me with his energy yet makes me excited and nervous all at the same time. A man who I stumble over my words for but can quickly transform into a muse for my pen. I am in love with a man who can check me and doesn’t allow me to have my way very often. A man who speaks brutally honest. A man who makes me laugh. I am in love with a man who I feel safe with. A man who I feel at ease with. A man who has such a damn amazing body, it is etched in my mind forever. I am in love with a man who gives me more orgasms than I have ever experienced. A man who I never tire of.  A man whose touch ignites me in flames. I am in love with a man who shares very few pieces of himself. A man who trusts and loves only a select few.  I am in love with a man who can handle my idiosyncrasies. A man who can usually handle my crazy and let’s me know when he can’t. I am in love with a man who is truly a man, not a boy. A man who works hard, takes care of his family and takes care of a woman…well. I am in love with a man who I have never kissed.  A man who generates more emotions in me than I can even handle. A man who I would do anything for.  I am in love with a man whose back I will forever have. A man who I’ve shed tears over while expressing what a good man he is. A man who I’ve shed tears over while expressing what a good man he is…and why I am not with him. I am in love with a man who is not in love with me.

And still…I am in love.

JZJ