Letting Go
It’s been forever since I’ve written in here, but I felt as if it was time for me to come back to my blogging… My life has gone on a whirlwind of changes and I have so much to share and so much to feel through,Sultre Thoughts is the best way to get it all out.
Letting go is one of the hardest responsibilities in life. Letting go of bad habits. Letting go of life long friends. Letting go of Love. None of it comes easy, but it is something each and every one of us has to go through at least once.
I am learning that for me, letting go only comes after I’ve already driven myself to the point of not being able to take it anymore. I hold on believing that something is going to change, believing that one more time won’t hurt me, believing that eventually, this person will realize that I’m the best thing around. I hold on to dreams of what could be instead of what actually is. I hold on to this false reality of what I want versus what I am getting.
By the time I am fed up and ready to be done with it, I’m at the point where there isn’t much that can be said to me, but goodbye. I’ve held on begging for change and for love and for comfort and have gotten nothing in return.
Letting go means moving on. It means moving forward. It means creating something new in my life. Letting go means saying goodbye to something that has taught me much about myself but it’s time to grow somewhere else. Letting go means Saying I love you and I always will love you and maybe when you’re ready to love me, I will be there with open arms. But for now, I will do me. I will find happiness within myself. I will seek God, love, intimacy and positivity in everything I do. At least try anyway, because that in itself, can be difficult at times.
Letting go isn’t death. It’s reincarnation for something
bigger and better and that is what I’m looking forward to.
Peace & Blessings Loved Ones. It’s good to be back! :
I am so there with you right now... Thanks for writing this!
ReplyDeleteThank you Betsy!!! I'm glad you can relate!! <3 Become a follower!!
DeleteA reality most would not be brutally honest enough to speak on so openly. Thank you for sharing.
ReplyDeleteThank you Lee Lee... This is one place I feel as if I can be brutally honest... :)
DeleteI so feel you on this... Its time for a change for the better. I've been saying this along with letting go of the hurt I've felt. Nothing will change, unless we make that first move. Love it Lady!
ReplyDeleteDavina, you are so right... We have to feel as is we deserve better first... And even that can be a challenge when we love someone... IT takes time, but we will get there!!! Thanks much!!!!
DeleteThank you for sharing my Loving Sister. I enjoyed your thoughts. I held on to every word. Even as we move forward, I believe all of your experiences never leave you. I think they become a foundation for your new beggining, because it is still apart of your being. I strongly feel that you should never let go of your "Dreams". There is nothing wrong with holding on to your little world, if thats where your peace of mind is. You are correct about the two worlds, "What your actually getting" and "what you want"
ReplyDeleteYou have given me somethings to think about this morning.
P.S. Love will find U!
Dawcowboy68, I thank you for your words. You are right. Never let go of your dreams, but realize when your reality isn't going to become your dream. I do believe Love will find me!!! Much Love!!
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