Hiatus.





I’m on hiatus.
From this bullshit.

I’m on hiatus.
From feelings of hurt and frustration; anger and pain.

I’m on hiatus.
From tearing myself apart and believing I did something wrong when I know I haven’t.

I’m on hiatus.
From crying. Cause I’m just so tired.

I’m on hiatus.
From this circle of gossip and people who proclaim love and bonding when in reality, my back is full of daggers.

I’m on hiatus.
From confusion.

I’m on hiatus.
From your dream that somehow became my dream and ended up as a nightmare.

I’m on hiatus.
From falling in love with men who are not worthy of my love.

I’m on hiatus.
From being scared to be alone instead of dealing with pieces of men who just make me feel more alone.

I’m on hiatus.
From negative thinking.

I’m on hiatus.
From resisting my feelings. Resisting my spirit. Resisting my heart.

I’m on hiatus.
From being placed in any other position besides first.

I’m on hiatus.
From believing that anyone could be a better gift, prize, or reward than me.

I’m on hiatus.
From giving, giving, giving! Because just for once, I want to receive.

I’m on hiatus.
From you.

I’m on hiatus.
From me.


Peace <3

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    1. Thank you. You are absolutely right. I do deserve to. :)

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  2. OMG. Tears. I felt every word as you weave your cocoon of catharsis. Heal, woman. Heal.

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    1. MsKama, I appreciate it. I am healing and cleansing and releasing right now. I love your words, "cocoon of catharsis..." That is so true....

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