Random Thoughts....

Random Thoughts on a Monday Nite:

I stared at my computer for so long tonite trying to come up with a blog, but couldn’t focus on one particular thing, because my mind seemed to be all over the place tonite, so instead, I’m going to write some random thoughts.

1.     I miss being hugged and held. It seems like forever since I’ve had a real hug from someone outside of my kids.

2.     I got real irritated at this dude the other day because he literally told me, “so you must be a cancer survivor right?? I mean, you work at a cancer hospital and you have your hair cut real short, and only a cancer survivor would wear their hair that low.” It was an immediate turn off and hang up on the phone. Some people are idiots.

3.     I had an amazing spiritual conversation today with my Coach. I am so thankful and blessed to believe in a God who is so powerful.

4.     My heart is going out to people who are hurting right now. There is so much of it going on and instead of reaching out for help, they are keeping it inside, causing more pain. How I would love to just go up to some people and just give them hugs and let them know that everything will be alright. How I would love for someone to be able to do that for me.

5.     I love a man who knows how to be a man. Who is a leader, a man who gives me the desire to want to follow him. A man who is a protector of all he loves; a giver to all he loves; a provider for all he loves.

6.     I would love some pistachio almond ice cream right now with just a hint of hot fudge on top of it.

7.     I was reading Eric Jerome Dickey’s new book this evening and he said something about women can do amazing things with tea and honey (in regards to with men…._ Can someone help me out with this?? What can you do sexually with tea and honey? Ok… I get honey… but tea?

8.     Do you think it’s alright for you to call someone and tell them you miss them and are thinking about them all day when you have someone else there with you? Is that really ok? Or does it just sound like bullshit?

9.     I am really not missing Facebook that much. And I don’t even care what I’m missing anymore. It obviously doesn’t have anything to do with me since I’m not on it…. And if it did have something to do with me, then folks need lives.

10. I want to make love in the rain again.

11. I have seen a lot of true colors in the past year. From friends, relationships…even family.

12. The more I’m off of Facebook, the more I realize how much I dislike technology. I am sick of people texting when it would be just as easy to pick up a phone and call. To reach out and see someone in person. I bought notecards the other nite just so I could start sending written messages to people I love. We are becoming completely illiterate and non-communicative with all this cyber interaction.

13. I love my ass. It’s a pretty damn good one.

14. I am not lonely right now. I am alone. And that is a great thing.

15. I’ve been burning a lot of sage in my house lately. It’s cleansing time.

16. I would love to lay on a man’s chest right now and fall asleep with his arms around me.

17. If all your secrets came out of the closet, would you still be loved?

18. People say to let your heart be your guide, but I’m starting to wonder if that really is the right choice. A lot of times the heart becomes blind to everything we should be seeing and everything we should be paying attention to.

19. I’ve started buying myself flowers on a regular basis. I love flowers. They make me feel good. They make me feel loved, even when they’re bought by me.

20. Fake people irk the daylights out of me. Fake people who know they are fake piss me the hell off.

21. I wanna go somewhere and sunbathe in the nude.

22. Every time I watch Hall Pass, I can’t believe they show penises like that!!! Hahaha!!!

23. I love love. And I can feel it getting closer to me.